Hopeless.

Why do you find yourself being glum about seeing everybody happy with someone and catch yourself listening to sad music about somebody being "The Only One" to somebody else. It's quite depressing :[

Giving In.

Waiting for you is like an eternity of darkness to pass,
I try to hide from you but your vibrancy and vividness shines through,
The glare of your pearly white teeth reflects the hope I have in my heart,
But you don't even know I exist,
I'm right in front of you and you don't even notice,
Daydreaming is favorable in my mind but that can only hold on for too long,
And even then I find myself daydreaming about you,
You give me the biggest hopes and yet you're the one who breaks all the last bit of hope I hold,
I want to run away from the distress of what I call love,
But the endearment you hold in the bittest of your eyes calls for my attention,
You win,
I give in. . .

ArtIsLove

Art is simply and purely amazing.

I mean just the way you can express yourself with a vast movement of your paint brush or the way you can make others feel your emotions makes me quiver with utter enjoyment.

But remember art isn't just a pretty picture, art can also be in acting and writing. Think about the pretty picture somebody depicts in their writing. It's definitely an art.

You can express yourself in so many ways it's not even funny. I adore the raw emotion I get from writing, it's kinda like a self release of all my stress and biggest worries. Sorta like I can show others what I want them to. I love how I can convey an important message through a swift word or meaningful word. Think of the words as a paintbrush.

A picture holds a thousand pieces. Ever heard of it? It's true. The way a model can be holding their pinky can express the most rawest and most real emotion you have ever experienced. They can express pain, sorrow, love, cluelessness, and so much more.

Art is such a big deal it is crazy. Have you ever seen a masterpiece whether it be paintings or writings or even a strong photograph, and you feel it?

I mean, REALLY feel it?

Human Nature.

So I was in a car with two of my friends and one says something that makes me think about how awful us humans have become. She turns down the radio and turns around and says, "You know what's funny, how sad us as human beings are. We have the mind set to: Go to school, graduate highschool, go to a nice college and graduate, get a nice job, find our loved ones and get married, have kids, and be wealthy. That's it!"

And I contemplated on how true that statement truly was. We really limit ourselves to one thing and that's money. And it's because of US, that this is all we dream about. What about when we are wealthy, what about after that. We as society, have created this wealthy world where it's not ok to have a mansion, if you have a three bedroom house, it's ok, but you want more, am I right?

Where's the inspiration in all of this? Don't limit yourself to a few stacks of money. Sure we all want security for our future families but if we just want to be wealthy, are we really following our dreams, or are we just doing what we do for other people's happiness. Sure you want your family to be happy, but what about yourself.

I constantly worry about my happiness and how it is going to be in the future. It may seem incredibly selfish, but I don't care a bit, if I'm not happy and I'm in distress, there will be pang in my family's lives as well, it may not be at first, but I'm sure with me being glum something bad will come of it. Personally, I want to CHANGE the world. If I do end up wealthy, I want to donate to so many. I want make God proud! But I want to be happy within myself!

Do what makes you happy, don't let your dreams shred because it won't get you "Enough" money because in the end you're going to be unhappy, alone, and wealthy. Money doesn't buy everything especially genuine happiness and love. You can't have everything, so we might as well all come to accustom that all of us will not graduate and become millionaires who live in The Hills.

WE ARE SUCCESS, in our own each individual way. We are the future.

You know sometimes I think we really forget about our own values, and even more importantly I think we give up on how beautiful life and all it's aspects are. If you don't like something, CHANGE it. Inhale life, inhale it's beauty, inhale it's glory...

-daviDUH