Have The Time Of Your Life,

It's time for you to start enjoying your life people. I swear, sometimes everyone is so preoccupied about stress and drama and stuff that is taking up all of their time, and they lost the fun in life. Life isn't always about working, you gotta make time for play to, or you're just gonna be lonely. Not to sound harsh or anything. I've seen people with no social life and trust, it's not a good thing. Aren't you kind of defeating the purpose of life when you don't make time? Isn't that why there are hobbies that cater to whatever interests you like? Why not get up and do something? Sure the sun may be to hot or the clouds may be too gloomy, but that's no reason to sit and mope the entire day. Go get and umbrella and sunblock or go make the sunshine appear. Life is glorious and has its fun in it. So why not enjoy it? You have the right to smile and life your youth out. You know those moments where you just smile and say, "Damn, I love life."? Well go have more of those!

I swear, my nights where I can't contain laughter because of the spontaneous adventure I just had, is the best. In fact, most nights where I am just breathing with the company of a friend inspires me to write and inspires me to just keep striving. I love the fact that whenever I have someone around me we make the best out of anything. Simplicity is pretty much the second key to my late night adventures, spontaneity is the first.

It's funny because on Friday, all we did was go to L.A. for a few minutes. We gazed at each light and the beautiful romantic architecture that has history in it and we were mesmorized by its pure spectacularness. It shocked us because every single wall, window, and door in L.A., may seem runned down to you or whoever but it's beautiful to me. My grandparents were a part of building what this city was back then, I'd like to think. Anyways, back to the story, so we are in the bright city and we get the idea to look for a haunted house, only to our knowledge that it had already been torn down. But we didn't get upset. We just partied in our seats and had a good time. Why get so worked up about things that aren't in your control. Have fun. Be happy you can laugh. My whole message of this post is just to tell you that sometimes the most smallest adventures or plans can impact you the deepest in the long run. For most, you'll get what I'm saying, if you don't understand, ask me, or question yourself.

Laughter is said to be the key to life. Keep that key in your back pocket.

--daviduh.

The Black Abyss,

We were best friends once,
I haven't talked to you in months,
I got your text the other day,
It made the pain forever stay,
We'll never be close again,
That seems like a bargain,
You had always hurt me through the years,
Constantly questioning my motives and putting in fears,
Never in your life will you see more tears,
I wish I stood up to you long ago,
Maybe then you wouldn't be a foe,
I hate you so much all I see is vertigo,
You disgust me with every inch,
It's funny, I've even memorized your pleasant stench,
You'll never be there for me ever,
Guess were destined to be best friends for never,
But the worst of all of this,
Is that you're the only one I seem to miss,

My heart's just one dark abyss.
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You probably won't know who this is about. It's not something that I talk about to just anyone. It's not someone who is around me. It's not necessarily a friend. It's just someone that isn't there anymore. I kinda wanna dedicate this poem to that person that this is about. I hope you read every word and feel the pain I've gone through these past months. You know, each day that I awake, I think of all the bad first. You have brought so much stress, pain, tears, and selfishness into not just mine but so many other peoples' lives. We all loved you with all of our hearts. You've been the same person ever since I can remember. Even when we were little. Guess what, you'll never hear from me again. Don't call me, don't text me. Get out once and for all. You're just making everything worse. I wish that we were never so close, because everytime I'm sad or start to think, I really miss all of our memories. And it hurts me to think that we are never allowed to have anymore of those because of you. YOU YOU YOU. You got your wish. You have all the attention you want. Now leave me alone.
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Please don't fuck up like this...

--daviduh.

Everybodys Got To Grow Up Sometime,

So this year, I am entering my final year of high school. I'm nervous. I'm excited. I'm scared. I'm happy. I'm panicky. I'm every emotion in the English dictionary.

Through each year, I have matured and have grown up. I have learned valuable lessons about myself and the things or people I surround myself in. Things have gone terribly wrong and have gone amazingly right. Even if I could go back and change each bad thing, I wouldn't. Wanna know why? Because those bad things, those faults, are lessons in disguise for me. They've made me who I am. I've shed things while in the process but I've gained even more. It feels like everything is just beginning for me. And I am ready for every little bit of it to occur. I am ready to start working at my hopes, my dreams. I am ready to prove every single person whoever doubted me. And I'm ready to inspire and motivate.

All my life I have vowed to change something in the world. I want my life to be successful but I don't neccesarily want to just make money. I wanna change the world. I'm taking steps to help people out and maybe just maybe will that be changing the world. I want to establish things for which people are benefiting from it. I have all my future on a map and planned out.

However, I may be excited for something out of the ordinary to pop out...

Class of 2010 and 2011 or just anyone in particular struggling in the real world or who are ready for the real world. Get ready, because we have a long journey. You've got to trust yourself and find that independence you have been dreaming about. As bad as it is to say, not everyone who is helping you now is going to be there for you in the future. Make the best out of it. And do not, for one second, take your hopes or dreams for granted. Live them out, because you deserve every last bit of them to come true. You have worked so very hard to maintain where each and everyone of you are right now. You'll be fine, I promise.

I know we still have another year left of high school, but that seems like it's right around the corner. We have so much reality to face in just a year. We get to see what it all looks like. But the saddest thing, is that we may lose each other on the way.

But that's okay, all you have to do is extend your helping hand, and you've got yourself a friend. It's gonna be hard, but I am so ready. I've never thought I would be sitting here, excited for what is in store for me. I never thought I'd get the chills thinking about what's going to happen. I never thought, I'd be here. Content. Happy. Living. Breathing. This beautiful life.

We're almost there...

--daviduh.