There are days where you wanna throw your hands above and scream at the top of your fragile lungs, "I GIVE UP!" The days where the breaths you take seem short, and pointless. You want to scream into a pillow, but you can't find one, you become relentless and distressed. Your pang becomes aparent and you try to hide your turbulence. The sympathy from others makes the chaos even worse. You crave a remedy to your aches and bruises, but it seems to be nonexistent. Where do you go from here?
Is it a panic attack in silence we are having when we have these days? We feel lethargic and empty. In a way, I think moments where we want to give up, we try to convince ourselves that there is no solution. We tend to feel sympathy for ourselves, and that angers us even more and grows to the problem. Emotions flair up into our minds and we cannot stop thinking! We pace back and forth through our own thoughts. Confusion splurs, and we feel lost.
We have all felt such moments once. Whatever it may be, we must overcome it. The simplest answer I have, is to hold on, and to realize that you have such vividness in your life. You have amazing people to support you when you feel as if you failed. And though it seems as if you did fail, you have not, you have just learned.
If you do not want to open up, your hole will grow deeper. Your problem will not cease, and may splurge into a list of other dramatic issues. You have to get rid of your struggle one way or another. If you are scared of sympathy, as I am sometimes, release it into something you are passionate in. Cry if you need. But DO NOT GIVE UP!
You have so much to live for. You have so much you can touch and change. YOU DO, YOU DO! You have the right to live for everything you choose.
Problems are only temporary, but the love and sunshine that is in your life, whether it be little or not, it is ALWAYS there.
--daviduh.
