Yeah. I know. Totally difficult right?
I swear somedays you wake up thinking about the same exact person you went to sleep thinking about. Somedays you wish there were an on and off switch for this feeling. Don't you wish there were some type of medicine there for you to take and *POOF, feelings are gone. Why is it that whenever you tell yourself to stop thinking, you think more?
That is because you aren't thinking, you're feeling. Your emotions are on a whole other level. You cannot control how you feel. Your feelings are just there. Don't think of them as a hinderance, because they're not. They are there to tell you what is right and what is wrong and to tell you who is right and who is wrong.
Someone told me the other day, "What if you could just wake up one day and be fine. No thoughts or feelings for this person. How would it feel?"
Would we still be the same in a way? Is it weird to say that that person may actually be a piece of who we are today? I don't think it is at all. I think it is natural when you have legit feelings for another person that they sometimes are a piece of who you have become today. Yeah, it is a big thing to say that someone is a part of you, but your feelings are telling you the same thing. If you didn't feel for this person, then you wouldn't care for them, or what happens, or fifty other things.
There really is no advice to this subject but to keep on moving with your head up. Things may not work out for you but the bonus is that the feelings will slowly subside. The vulnerability you have right now is so incredible. Use that for your advantage. Use all the anxiety, love, and fear and produce something beautiful. You have a light that no one else possesses. And who knows maybe that light may attract someone...
Feel the love. Don't think it.
--daviduh.
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